Random tots.

its 02-may already. time flies. almost half of 2007 has past. i've been working for ard 7mths. has always been feel like changing job. been feeling useless working as a planner. wasted what i've studied. felt that i've made a wrong decision. flipping thru the recruit. cant help but feel that they will not want to hire me as an engineer. cant help but feel worthless. morale low. maybe i'm really at my quarter life crisis. i dun used to feel low morale. low morale used to come from jlkk. i used to be the happy go lucky one. guess the happy go lucky me is lost.

and my boss just came in to the pc room and made me angry with this stupidity again. wth. not that i dunno hes stupid but can he dun display his stupidity infront of me. i already look down on him and think that hes useless. and hes just trying to make it worse. makes me wanna leave even more. every comment he made just makes my blood boil. the sight of him just irritates me. irritate me more. which give me more motivation to leave this company. i'm dreaming about the day when i can leave this company with a radiant smile on my face. when i can just walk away without turning back my head. when i can tell everyone how happy i am to not see his face everyday again.

did not want to blog about him but he just came in and made me angry. so too bad. curse him abit to make myself feel better.

i've been rushing a new vcd over the public holiday. called jiayou jing shun. total 4 boxes lo. 68pcs of vcd. i havent finish watching. but i like it. its like zhen qin. abit long and draggy but i still like. i'm now filling my life with vcd. i've cut down on my spending. i'm saving more for overseas trip. planning to go hk end of the yr. hope it comes true. planning to go japan again next yr. hope it comes true. i like to watch vcd because it bring me out of reality. my reality.

theres alot of things i wanna say out in my blog but my blog is not so private. hahhah. now i'm thinking of moving. but thats not a good enff reason for me to move. maybe i should start another blog. for that particular few to read only. hahhah. considering. i've talked to a few. taking it slow. no rush. its only when i can fully forget then can i accept again. i shall think with my head not with my heart. come to think of it. i'm not that heartless nor hard hearted wat. hahhah. so is it a good thing or a bad thing. dunno.

though 2007 still sucks but i will still look forward to the 2nd half of the yr.
腐女子 @ 5:11 PM