low morale

i think i'm just not good enough.

now there are lesser and lesser reasons for me to leave.

my boss is sacked. thats one hell of a good news.

chingwah offered to widen my job scope thus i can learn more technical stuff. i appreciate this offer and opportunity.

i love some of my colleagues:

alvin - my super nice mentor cum friend. always buy me kuays and treat me drinks. hahhah. and thanks to him i picked up fast as a PC.
rosidin - hes a funny and witty man. always scold and gossip about our previous boss together.
shaoqun - my gossip kaki and one of my best friend ard in the coy.
william - send me to work everyday.. and he might be my new boss. hohoho.
vincent - always got the very wu gu look on his face hahhah.. and will car pool me sometimes. hohoho. nice when he dun reject my parts which are already late for shipment. hahhah
jessie - breakfast kaki... i always look for her for new drawings. but i'm always dissapointed. blame the R&D. they are so slow in flowing down the drawings.
jacquline - sometimes look blur. but always ask me for S.O# hahhah and i always ask her to birng in materials ASAP for me. hahhah
nordin - though i dun like him initially but i think hes not bad now. hahhah

i love the QC. Though i PR with them alot so as to get my things done faster but i love chatting with them. hahha they are so cute and funny. i love the times when i get to eat those goodies from malaysia. hahhah i treat them to nice snacks too. and i love driver yeo too! hes so cute and nice. always help me to rush my urgent parts down esp the most headache 1714.

and some.. not so love:

hashim - ermm not much comments. hohoh
C.T. Tan - ok i dun really like him. but who cares.

now i do not know if i really want to leave. now i do not know if i really want to change an environment. now that my scope might be widen i might be able to learn more useful stuff. maybe i should stay for another yr or 2 to learn the skills and experience.

i'm kinda loss. i hope someone and give me some answers and directions.