exam is near...

exam is nearing... and it sucks....

this sem i'm a engineering major and project minor... and to conclude i have bad projecting experience this sem... i dunno... maybe i've lost the ability to work with pple liow... or maybe i dun even have the ability to work with pple b4... coz maybe my past projects mates are just nice pple... but not this sem... and i've told my self next sem... for project i dowan to work with hall pple anymore... its better to work with pple you are not too close with.. at least dun need to see them after school mahz... and also if ask them to do certian things also easier... like wun be afraid that will hurt the friendship or what... or maybe your project mates happens to be your neighbour.. so certian things you really cannot say lohz... aiyah.. dunno lah... next sem will have 2 more projects... hope wun be like this sem lohz... but maybe its a good experience? like learn how to work with diff kind of pple... well maybe... whatever...

exam is near... this is the last time i'm going home le... should be staying in school to study le bahz... coz like there tonns of things to study and so little time left... who can i blame... project? no i can only blame myself... but losing the ability to perform... unlike when i was in cgs... i'm always able to perform very well everytime... but somehow.... i lose it... i discovered something... in life which is more den just studying... getting this degree is just a goal i set for myself... when i was young... and i din know it will be so tough... getting this bloody degree... its so so so difficult... every exam is a torture... like going for a war... and maybe i've become stupid... or maybe the people around me are much smarter... dunno... i'm not making any sense... but no matter what i will make it thru... 2 more exam... 1 more sem...

oh i've just check my email... my 442 project mates are the worst ever... i dun care if they get to read this... actually i do hope he will read this... he sucks when come to doing project and i need to conclude that he dun have much of a leadship skills... tried and tested and proven... sometimes u need to experience it yourself to know the ans... no that i have leadership skill... i dun... and i dun think i ever want to have lah... never tot of being a leader my this life... so tired to be leader lohz... just be happy can already... okies... why do i say they are the worse... coz today is sunday le... although its 3.34am in the morning... bu the deadline i told them was friday.. they have to send their part to me... i hope to see it and do some editing... coz i dun trust them... later she type crap how? haiz... but i tot maybe i was too demanding... so i decide not to sms them... give them until sat to send to me... but no... i still have receive it... tmd... if by tom night i still dun get it... i will sms them le... he should be very free lohz... okies he injured his leg... but not his hands lohz... although 14 stitches in all but when i went to his room to visit him what was him doing? guess lah... guess correctly got prize lohz... coz initially i still tot maybe i will be too mean to tell him to remember to do the report and send to me by fri lohz when i saw what he was doing i dun even hesitate... i just tell him in the face... hahhah.. cos he was watching anime... and the whole day he was in the room... he injured his leg also cannot go out lohz... tmd... can he at least read the lecture notes.. den at least can do the report... and what about the gal.. shes hopeless... when we were having discussion in his room.. she saw a carrom board... and when i was painstakingly using my brain to think of the content outline and reading the research paper highlight some relevant points.. and telling them... she ask him: " eh while waiting play carrom lah" TMD BITCH... go to hell lah... its project discussion.. not IH trainig! if u got nothing to offer... just sit there and dun open ur mouth and say things that make me think that you are a bimbo... no u dun even fit to be a bimbo... just a air head...

okies.. this sem i'm full of complaints.... this is bad.. i becoming more and more bad... but this sem i learn something... u will know how a person really is when u work with him or her... and most of the time... they dun appear as reponsible as they appear to be... so beware... and there are also many sly pple ard... pple who try to push things for you to do... but this i'm good at blocking... i'm got intense training in this area from IA lohz.. hahhah... all in all this sem i met all kinds of pple when doing project... but den again... maybe i'm a pest to others when doing project as well..

okies... should just vent my bu shuan in my blog... den study hard for the coming horrible exam and look forward to the malaysia trip with the hall pple... acXIok... initially dowan to go one.. but yiling ask me.. ok lohz.. go lohz... should be fun bahz... hahhah...
腐女子 @ 12:16 PM